Guess What!!

I just found out that I can't get into the main program I applied for at York. Apparently there was a "fine arts evaluation" that I was supposed to apply for (to be considered), the interviews taking place in March. Yeah, so I missed the ball on that one. Hopefully I can get into the other course I applied to, and then maybe switch to the other one after my first year. We shall see. I really hope I didn't fuck this thing up, seeing as I already made the mistake of staying home this year. Gah! I want to get the fuck out of here... I'm so sick of my family. I'm so sick of my school. I'm so sick of this city. I've gotten to the point where I honestly don't know why my friends are still my friends, because I find myself, uncontrollably, acting like an asshole. Well, all we can do is wait and hope. I'm sure my life will come together soon enough... (yeah, how many times have I said that before)

-Brandon